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I just feel empty lately, like I don’t matter anymore. The things that used to make me happy don’t mean anything now. I used to pour my heart into making games, dreaming about people playing something I created, but I gave it up. I couldn’t finish anything, couldn’t keep going, and now it feels like that part of me is gone forever. I wake up and it feels like there’s no reason to get up, no reason to try. I keep looking for something to hold onto, but I can’t find much of a reason to live. It’s like everything inside me has gone quiet, and I’m left feeling worthless, with nothing left to give. I don’t talk to anyone now, and even if I did, I don’t think they’d care. I feel invisible, like I don’t exist to anyone. I have no friends, no one to reach out to, nothing to hold onto. The things that once gave me joy are gone, and now every day feels like another reminder that I’ve got nothing left in life.

Recently I've been working on a game which I will be making a different site for, it's a visual novel made with Ren'py, I'm pretty hyped to share it with y'all when I finally get the demo out, but I've only just started on sprites... So, it'll be a while, maybe 2026, I'm still learning Ren'py. Other than that I was put on some anti-biotics that nearly killed my drive fully, I was so nauseous and light-headed, I hate being diabetic so much man.

SI miss streaming, I've been down at my aunts for a few days, I've felt pretty lethargic as of recently... Just generally run down, might stream Placid Plastic Duck Simulator or Minecraft when I get home. been thinking of my friend Tyler recently though, I miss him, good people are always taken way too soon..

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